...AVS became a dead kind of art...

finally, i'm mentally alive... keep tuned)

today is dse's birthday, hence that fact i wrote this entry...

well, did i get a deal with a real life? no, i guess. school marks are bad, i became a regular alcoholic. i lost all the respects (heh, if could have had them) of my classmates, i didn't found some friends also. i still didn't achieved any goal in my life... so counting these facts, i remind myself thing i created one year ago. yes, it is ironicaly digital stereotype experience.

[link] [dse itself]
[link] [first place still]

i'm not braging, i just... feel proud of achieving one single goal in my life... thanks for reading.

vanish is dead / he wants to get deal with a real life

currently listening: ministry - filthpig

i feel myself just fucking empty. but i guess you don't care.